Futures & Forevers
Recently I have been thinking about my future and How I’ll turn out 5—Even 10 Years from now. Will my appearance change drastically? Or will I forever be stuck looking how I am until I die? Will I ever end up with someone? Will I be successful at life? Will I ever finish that resource site? So many questions and so little time… but I’m more focused on Marriage than anything. Marriage is something I have always thought about, ever since I was young, I thought I was end up being picked up and taken away by a prince… or I Turn into a Prince and I take someone away to my castle—Where we’d live forever.
I feel like… the more I get older… the more Repulsed to the idea. I think it’s because of The Expectations & How People interpret your Relationship if you don’t haven’t completed any of the Supposed “Milestones” you’re “meant to”. It keeps being brought up to me and it Feels Strange. I don’t know.
I’m just rambling at this Point but I Feel like a lot of People end up in Marriages they don’t really want to be In Because it something Society Sort of Pushes you into; like you’ll get slightly exiled by your family because you’re single, you’ll end up being “A Stereotype” simply assuming things about you that aren’t True. Whatever. My Life is extremely undefined at this point, so anything could happen.