Suffering from heartburn?
Today I didn’t do much, actually I didn’t do anything. I feel useless again; but that is OK, I’ve come to terms with something.
I’ve recently… developed a strange feeling. There’s this friend of mine, and while I don’t communicate with my friends often, she tends to stay on my mind often. I can’t explain it, but she makes me giddy every time we talk! I love her so much! I can’t tell if this is platonic anymore.
I call it a “crush”, or a “fixation”, but I genuinely cannot tell if I really like her that way. I think she likes me too.
I like talking to her, she’s so lovely, she’s so hard on herself though! She’s such a doll, why can’t she see that? Gosh! It’s so irritating… I want her to see herself the way I see her.
Every time we talk she tends to be… always suffering from something. I wish for her happiness and health.
I love her so much. I hope that maybe, just maybe, I can tell her how much I like her.
I also think if I eat too much food, too quickly, I get heartburn. I should get that checked out.
Actually… I should probably get a lot of things checked out. But it’s fine! I’ve got her, and she makes me smile. I like thinking of her at night.
I wonder if she thinks of me too?