Can we switch?
Sometimes I see my friends talk down about their bodies. I hear them talk about how much they hate their bodies… Yet. I Feel envious of them. They are healthy looking and strong. I am a disgusting twig.
I hate my body. I can’t stand looking at it. I hate looking in the mirror, in fear of staring too long at my Boney Body. i look so small I look ill. I wish I was bigger. I wish I didn’t look like I was starving constantly. Every Time I look down I get disgusted with myself. I hate how I look. I hate how my body is. I feel hideous. I don’t understand how my mother and grandmother try and tell me my shape is beautiful, it is not.
Being small is AWFUL! I WOULDN’T WISH IT ON ANYONE! I FEEL LESSER THAN MY PEERS! I FEEL UNDERDEVELOPED! When I put my legs together, they hurt. It’s just bone on bone. It’s So Hard and Painful. And I always wonder to myself, ‘how could anyone find this attractive?’ I feel so vile. All the girls my age look so beautiful and yet I’m here. I look so ugly.
I feel like I’m Missing something. Like During puberty something happened and I Just Didn’t grow right. I Feel improper. I can’t explain it.
I Wish someone could Take my Body. Take it and Destroy it.
Switch it With a Body that matches my Age and doesn’t feel like Bone on Bone,
I Wish I looked as Pretty as The girls who are fuller and Bigger than me. I don’t understand How Skinny is the standard for beauty, it’s not all that great. At least for me.