Friend Crush
I love making friends I love forming a new bonds I like being with my friends! I want to make lots of friends! And even if we don’t talk much, I’ll enjoy their company nonetheless! I guess it just fucks with me how the people whom I WANT to be friends with, don’t talk back 😞.
Maybe I’m selfish. Maybe I am being too controlling of Their Time. I just want to speak to them, even if it is just for a little bit. It’ll only take a few minutes, I am good company after all! And even if I don’t know much about a subject, I’ll take the time to learn more! I like listening to others. I like hearing about their interests, their stories, their struggles. I like learning more about people. It is nice to me.
I like being close to others. it feels nice. Maybe what I have… is a “Friend crush”? Maybe. Ahhh… but how do you get someone who may not be interested in you at all… to be your friend? To talk more, to do things together, how do we do this?
I wish I knew.