mundane

Not  Directed / No harm meant

NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS!   TOO MANY OF YOU  ARE FOCUSED ON CRAFTING YOUR ONLINE PERSONAS AND  OBSESSING OVER  HOW YOU ARE PERCEIVED, BULLSHIT.  LIKE THE “VIBE” AND “AESTHETIC” YOU  CRAFTED SO METICULOUSLY  CANNOT BE COPIED AND DONE BETTER  BY  SOMEONE  ELSE?

USELESS WORK!  ALL OF IT!  ALL OF YOU TRYING TO MOLD AND  CHANGE YOURSELVES INTO SOMETHING  PALATABLE FOR THE MASSES. IT WILL NEVER WORK.  ALL I SEE IS  CLONES;  CLONES OF SOMEONE OR SOMETHING, DISGUSTING.

You lot argue and fuss over things  that will  not  matter  in a months time. DON’T INVOLVE ME IN  YOUR  MESS!  I DON’T CARE FOR IT! IT DOESN’T SERVE ME  ANY  PURPOSE TO. I cannot stand it any longer, I can’t keep up this front anymore, I do not like the majority of you. You can see me as a  spiteful and  selfish individual all you want BUT I CAN’T KEEP THIS INSIDE ANYMORE.  THE BULK OF YOUS IRRITATE ME  TO THE HIGHEST POWER!  SPENDING YOUR LIVES  WASTING IT ON THINGS  THAT BEAR NO FRUIT!

It’s funny…  because some of this applies to me too.   I guess you can   chalk it up to “self loathing” and such.   I wish I were a caterpillar. Sometimes.
…Can you answer me this question? That even a bastard can change?  Someone filled with such contempt and  disgust… can turn into a  butterfly?